Its funny looking back at times gone by. The feelings I felt and the people who have come in to teach me something and left when I learned what they had to show. In this past year, I've learned that I really dont know how to read people. I thought I was pretty good at it but from all the drama that steamed out of the friendships I've made and lost ( Read more... )

 Its funny how right I was 8 months ago.

Gone away are the golden days
Just a page in my diary
So here I am a utopian citizen
I'm still convinced
There's no such thing as idealism

Memories they're following me like a shadow now
And I'm dreamin'
Cause I've already suffered the fever of disbelief

I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ( Read more... )

So I was pretty much going to write a ranting entry about how stressed I am and how much I'm freaking out cause this week is my finals week cause I'm a design major and our finals are due on the last day of classes and what not, but I decided to check my friends page before I started. The first entry I saw was one from a friend of mine who I haven' ( Read more... )

I've been getting way too stressed way too easily recently. I had a huge midterm that I failed, then a paper I had to write, another midterm for another class and then a movie project to do ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I've posted in this and I know like only one person actually reads this but I dont care who reads this, which is why its on public. I just have to get some stuff off my mind and this is the only place I felt like doing it cause I was already on the laptop.

Truth is something we like to share, as opposed to lies and deceit. We ( Read more... )

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is it considered running away from my problems if I get sick of all the drama in the place Im at and would rather be somewhere else?

There are no words to describe how I feel but what I do know if that I havent felt this way in a long time. Although things may not turn out in the most ideal fashion, I know that Im free. Free from your drama, and the people you chose to surround yourself with's drama. I realize that by doing what you did, you saved me from a life of more pain. I ( Read more... )

I dont know exactly how I feel but all I know is that Im falling... fast and hard...

Im scared.