This isn't the kind of thing that happens. It's the kind of thing that you talk about. But it's not the kind of thing that happens. It's only what you're afraid of. It's the phantom in terror of which, like a scared child, I cower from. And talley its appearances in collagenous shades of red and pink and white. My words brought tears to my eyes ( Read more... )

Why did he give us the time value? I didn't use it. That means I did it wrong. This time, I did all of it wrong, and there's no way around that. All wrong. All wrong. All wrong. All deficient. I don't understand...I just don't understand. I thought I understood. I want to understand...nature. Me. How it works. But I don't understand. One ( Read more... )

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A few moments ago I was staring into the halo of a sodium-vapor light. I was watching my breath. Again. I’m in late, and I’m feeling so many different things that I can’t tell where each sensation ends and the next begins. I have music on quietly. And exhaustion adds incoherence; defeats my ability to reason. It’s impossible not to feel nostalgic ( Read more... )

you've always had a way of being right (as long as I've known you), or helping me see things in such a sensible, candid way...my anchor in reality. then even zero is relative...the smallest interval the human brain conceive? the interval over which the most essential fabric of a memory is compiled. that image...i've always compared it to a photo ( Read more... )

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I disgusted myself to this degree around this time last year. And not since until this week ( Read more... )

Today is August 24, 2004. In front of me is a post card that says "Brazil." One of the corners has become bended and wrinkled in such a way that the layers of cardboard have separated. There's a picture on the front of a woman drinking coffee from a yellow cup. She's smiling. How long does the camera shutter stay open when you take a photograph? ( Read more... )

Semester 1 | Grade 11

Day 1: hr 1. Spanish 4 - Clugston | hr 2. Symphony Orchestra - Robertson | hr 3. Anatomy and Physiology - Skowronski | hr 4/5. CASA

Day 2: hr 1. Honors English 11-1 - Cierpial | hr 2. World History - Young | hr 3. Seminar - Laytner | hr 4/5. CASA

CASA: hr 4. AP Physics | hr. 5 AP Calculus BC

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