....i hate being hurt because of my past....i want to live my future and i want it to be with someone who makes me smile...not pushes me around...i hope i find the right girl....and i hope it doesnt take along time....

i dont know where we belong ...i think we grew under a bad sun....i know were not like everyone....we grew under a bad sun.

my little baby bimmer is almost done :-)

do you ever wish you were'nt  you?......sometimes thats me....well....a lot of the time....its tuff being the annoying kid or the "i cant stand that kid" and i used to laugh it off...until i realized that i really am....its tuff trying to make people happy ,and they just get pissed or think you suck....im sick of being the kid that talks too much ( Read more... )

i failed a class...... life is just peachy :-)

oh my storys growin and growin in years, this is my last request, dont make me feel so contradicted ( Read more... )

another event occurs that makes me feel like shit.....the feeling of not doing anything right runs through my head everyday....sometimes i wonder how i will make it in the world if i cant even make it now...i think im destine for a life of failure, i feel like i will be a loser for ever :-( always coming in last isnt fun..........i wish i was good ( Read more... )

well im very un bizzy spending my friday's as i always do ...home alone....lol ....me and poops are chilaxin.....and i have jack shit to do.....well...anywho scratch the last entry cuz i fixed my car lol....end

not feelin my fuckin piece of shit bmw...its a fuckin junk ( Read more... )

Just forget about it anything you said about it, drive away tonite, you think its fine, you put it all inside, and run and never look behind, its all the same besides the fact, that its mine, think of me when you dream and you know,  im wide awake and thinking of you, cuz i swear when your there alone im wide awake tonite....you can hold my heart ( Read more... )