I'm currently 127.6lbs.  I'm down 3lbs from Saturday and I'm feeling extremely motivated.  I wish I lived alone, because the desire to exercise CONSTANTLY, ALL DAY LONG is taking over my life!!  Last night we went for dinner with some friends.  Yes, I ordered and ate a meal.  Fish and vegetables.  But since I don't eat all day except for dinner, ( Read more... )

So I don't even feel like the same person anymore.
I skimmed over some previous journal entries of mine that bitch and moan about subs and poutine.  Trust me, I love them, but I couldn't fathom eating either right now.
I've been all-day fasting for 4 days, but eating dinner because I live with my bf and skipping dinner is not an option. 
I've been ( Read more... )

No, I didn't eat one, but I WILL say that I'm secretly wishing my plain tuna would suddenly turn into one ( Read more... )

So I don't know why I decided to neglect my sweet little LJ diary and I REALLY don't know why I stopped creeping the A-Q board but I did.  The important thing is that I'm back, re-dedicated and re-determined to be a size 0 by...let's see here...by August maybe?  Yes, August works.  I hate when chicks tell me they need to lose 20lbs in 1 week.  Like ( Read more... )

Soooo, if anyone has read my previous entries or posts on AnaQ, then they know I will never be a purger. However, I am a laxative virgin. What's the deal with laxatives? Do I take them every single day in the morning when I wake up? Do I take them only when I've eaten something disgusting, in order to get rid of it? When you take them does ( Read more... )

Sooo, today isn't a total and complete disaster. Then again it's only 5:30pm and I'm sure I could fuck it up between now and bed time ( Read more... )

So I was good about food for most of the day...assuming you don't count that pack of Mentos...and those 2 cookies...and the fish and chips I ate at a nearby pub. Trying to eat 500 calories a day will just never work for me. I'm not that kind of restricter. I prefer a combo of low cals and exercise rather than drastic restriction I think. Mainly ( Read more... )

Sooooooooooo, this morning I had some Danon Silhouette yogurt for breakfast. I'm thinking I had maybe 3/4 of a cup. For lunch I had a tiny fruit salad and a tiny greek salad (no lettuce, just tomatoes, red onion, cucumber and some feta ( Read more... )

So if being thin was all about thinking thin, man I'd be a skeleton ( Read more... )

So I'm tired of envying the anorexic girl on my soccer team. She's so damn thin she probably looks mint in anything she wears. While her ligaments and veins stick out a *bit* too much for my liking, I'd still take her size 0 body over mine ANY DAY ( Read more... )