fuck this shit, lj is lame
goodbye live journal

I've learned this a long time ago, and it has slapped me across the face for as long as i can remember. Never trust anyone, always trust yourself. Never rely on someone, ever. Friends these days are so commercial. Day by day im trusting less people by the minute. I was put on this earth for a reason, not to be mentally pushed around by friends who ( Read more... )

today i almost wanted to commit suicide ( Read more... )

im not eating anymore ( Read more... )

blair bianca is soo insane that at 1 in the morning she gets the sudden instinct to cut all her blonde locks off. Yea thats right cunts, i cut my hair. And im stll laughing my ass off. It doesnt look that bad, its just that its all un even, oh well. I feel so relieved. Some certain people are going to stab me ( Read more... )

I feel like i have been used, but i havent been used at all. I feel like my hollow head has been detached from my wicked body. I just want to twirl around in mindless circles and count to infinity, then fall down, and bang my head on something concrete. I want to break my head open and see whats squirming inside.

so its valetines day. Just another day for me. Im not gonna go bitch about it, whatever, i dont have a date im not gonna go get all depressed about it, i could care less. I dont really need a boy to make me happy anymore. All i care about now is myself, alina and veronika. They're the only two who have showed me some intrest. I dont know what i ( Read more... )

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i've been thinking a lot. About the past, the present, the good and bad times that impacted my life. I looked back at some pictures. From 8th grade to the present, now...Junior year. These pictures, i have to admit are a little hard on the eyes. Its amazing how much i have changed my look, my personality, my intrests, my being who is me. I've grown ( Read more... )

Sorry for the second post, but i decided to make one of my own surveys, Cuz im sooo bored, take it if you'd like, and post it in your own journal, yo. So on with my vulgar survey! WARNING- this may only be for the wild and dangerous, watch out.

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