What is my life's purpose? I was born out of love, but lost the reason to live well. I don't intend to suicide. But my life has been too good that I keep enjoying it without thinking what I need to do next.

Do I have too much confidence? I may not be that intelligent as I have thought. I am a lazy ass. I want to pick myself up and see the world. I ( Read more... )

I think there is probably sth wrong with my personality. That thing happens again, and again, there is no better result. I feel like distance is being kept. I wonder if it is because of my mood swing. This time it's only interest, but looking at how things happen around you, the interation with other people in the group, it hurts my pride. That ( Read more... )

The first time in my life, I deleted everything related to my crush after rejection. I need to get over him cause it is very obvious that he doesn't like you. He just sympathises your attempts to get his attention. So stop being a pain in people's ass. Cry as much as you want, just don't be the first to talk anymore

Ah, it still creeps into the silence of the night! I am missing a person who does not have interest in me!!!! It's gonna be another while ヽ(´o｀；

I am sad, really!

The feeling comes again. I am so fragile, fall for people easily. The thing is this next guy also does not share a mutual interest. Yet again. I am so impatient, keep talking while he obviously ignores me. I fall into that deep hole once again, and the eighth time. Should I just give it all up, it seems that no one would ever enter my tiny door ヽ(´

I am in real panic now. A friend was proposed and i still have yet to find a boyfriend (°_°)

The feeling when you had so high hope and anticipation and determination, and in just a second of the last minute, everything had been done in vain is so terrible. I just want to shout in the face of that fucking bastard but it would be unreasonable to do so. I also understood that it was not her choice. How can I get through this? Everytime I plan ( Read more... )

I am fucking evil to say this. Why did you have to die just one night before the most anticipated trip of my life? Why???? Why not one month before? Why not million years after? I have just spent 9 million for nothing. NOTHING. I do not have a slightest feeling of love for you though you are my grandmother. I did not grow up with you. I did not ( Read more... )

Am I a bad person? I am not crying because my grandmother passed away a few hours ago. I am crying because I really want to see Pentatonix. I planned everything and now I have to cancel everything (~_~;)