I am so absolutely bored with myself. I need some mental stimulation! Well, I have plenty of that, a bit overstimulated on negative thigns if you ask me. I should be asleep, it's almost 4am; I'm very wide awake ( Read more... )

I am considering visiting the ring again. I loved boxing, and I must say, I was quite skilled as a fighter as well ( Read more... )

So I'm going to vegas soon, I hope ( Read more... )

Really, going up, going down, I need to learn to just stop caring and really go with the flow ( Read more... )

I love watching my daughter grow up. After so many years of raising a wonderful little girl who didn't do much but sleep and eat, basically a baby, I really appreciate the beauty of childhood and what it means to watch a child develop their own personality.
Funny, it's in her nature to be really shy and anxious around people. A few years of dancing ( Read more... )

I was feeling super energetic lately, but it seems that it's a trend that's passed by. I might be burning out, I have no idea ( Read more... )

well just here. dealing with life. being me, rediscovering myself in all my grief. looking for ways to express my sadness, but at the same time not forgetting to be greatful for the things i do have. my husband has lost his job, he's been unemployed for some time now, we have lost our home, and we're living with my parents, i lost my truck, and a ( Read more... )

So I've been going through a heck of a lot of pain. It's gut wrenching. My whole world has turned upside down and I am definately in a awful place ( Read more... )

My sweet little boy fell asleep around 5 and yeah I couldn't get him to wake up. I eventually got busy with dinner, some house work, and before I knew it, it was 8. Continued to make feeble attempts to wake the boy, no dice. That boy is SUCH a heavy sleeper! So now it's almost 3 am! I stuffed him full of food, he seems to get sleepy about half an ( Read more... )

So if anyone still reads this I don't come on livejournal these days. Problems have been piling up, I have been so miserable in my marriage, my personal life, I have been depressed and what not. It seemed everyone else I knew online or in the real world has been messed up just as much. It made me feel worse reading about everyone and their problems ( Read more... )