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I sort of have been feeling like I’ve been ignoring you Mom. As if we are just friends and you did something to make me mad/sad so I’m avoiding you, avoiding the hurt. I know in my heart that you didn’t do this, that you didn’t want things to be this way- still it doesn’t make me any happier, it doesn’t make my heart any lighter. You left, and that ( Read more... )

Youth fades, love droops, the leaves friendship fall; A mothers secret hope outlives them all.

It's my birthday. Things were really going alright for a little while, and now- the inevitable- it all came crashing down once again. The only thought that will not leave my fucking mind: SHE IS REALLY NEVER COMING BACK. NOT EVER. am I just finally realizing this? I mean damn it what the fuck is wrong with me ( Read more... )

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