I think it does get easier its just at certain times It gets harder like when I see a good movie or read a good book and say my Dad would of loved that and you do miss all the things you cant share with your loved ones that are gone but you can feel the warmth of the times that you did have with them and eventully fill that emptiness with warmth and a smile when you think of them.
listening to her tv at night is one of the things i miss the most. she would watch tv until late in the night and as i fell asleep i loved having it in the background, it was so comforting knowing she was there. whenever she went to bed early and it was dark and quiet, i felt a hollowness and fear that i was alone. now, it's always dark and quiet and it's as much of a reminder that she's not here as it is when i only say good night to two people instead of three.
I just love how you dedicate a journal to your mother and put your thoughts,memories, etc. into it, its beautiful. My mother passed when I was 4 although I dont have many memories, theres those few and Im grateful to have them, you have the most meaningful journal I ever seen on LJ, honestly<333
THANK YOU for putting so much into that comment and helping me. yes helping me because I just realized so much from reading that and I am so thankful that I created this journal and found people like you, people that understand because I have never felt more alone in my life than I have the past 2 years since her death. I really really do wish you all the best and I neglect this journal but am starting to try more, I will write more about this entry later but I just needed to tell you thank you and that I appreciate it so much ♥
Hi. There's no need to thank me. Thank yourself. I mean it's really good that you write this out no matter how often that is. I don't write about it much at all and I just sorta move on with life like all is fine and then random things upset me. I just avoid it all
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dedicate a journal to your
mother and put your thoughts,memories, etc.
into it, its beautiful.
My mother passed when I was 4 although I dont have many
memories, theres those few
and Im grateful to have them,
you have the most meaningful
journal I ever seen on LJ, honestly<333
X-Rachel-X
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