i actually managed to sleep last night! (for a long time too) yay for rested andrea! i was up for about two days or so with only a few hours of sleep altogether and it finally caught up with me. i slept for about twelve hours, had awful dreams (as usual.. sigh), but awoke feeling warm and cozy and rested - actually in bed and not passed out at ( Read more... )

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my bed is so cold and empty. sometimes i wonder whether or not i ever want to fall in love again, knowing that such terrible things happen to your heart and your mind after love is gone in the physical, tangible sense; you're left with nothing to cope but photographs stained with this love that now bleeds from your smile, words of this love ( Read more... )

okay, so, i rarely pay attention to the day, date, or time (i.e. NEVER.. almost), but when i realized that today's date is the 23rd, i was suddenly whisked away onto a magical time-traveling 'carpet' ride to portland, oregon on october 23rd, 2003 when jenn and i saw peaches at dante's.  we had some drinks, smoked some smokes, mingled with the ( Read more... )

i spoke to someone last night who brought back old memories.. the bittersweet moments which usually tend to drift toward the back of your mind after awhile, but then suddenly resurface when you're least expecting it. and now these memories have found their way back to the forefront of my mind, poisoning my thoughts with their wistful sorrow, ( Read more... )

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¡He estado despierto por once horas y para yo todavía no he comido! El estómago duele tanto pero yo no me siento como preparar ningún alimento.

bands/artists that i saw in 2003 (i.e. the shows that i managed to remember ( Read more... )

8.40 a.m. and i'm still awake.  sheer craziness, i tell you!  i haven't slept, i don't really feel like it, and i'm still procrastinating from doing anything functional, productive, or anything less than absolutely necessary.  however, it's still hard not to feel guilty about being so utterly bored and unmotivated...  i quit nordstrom waaay back in ( Read more... )

i'm ready to move out of the country. right now. preferably somewhere in europe, ideally london, but i'm open to suggestions and/or companions. :)