I'm depressed.

Its. Taking. Over. My. LIFE.

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I'm over how my life is going.

Over gaining n losing people in my life. Over drama. Over liars. Fake people. Users. Players. Sluts. Pimps. MOney.

Again I want to start somewhere new.things are going to change a lot in 2007. Its time stop being a push over and start being selfish.

It reminded me of the dave matthews. Tim reynolds cd.

I saw the most beautiful white boy. Gave me the tingles... N he smiled at me.. But I didn't stop. I was in a hurry. When I returned. He was gone...

I will never see him again!

Dear everybody.

Just stay out of my life for a while.

I don't want to be around anybody right now. Don't even call me.

I just want some me time. I want this year to end

Take care

I'm mostly numb to it. But it still pricks me like the thorn of a rose.

I need to get over this.

My feelings burst like a bubble in midair. N then I am lost. I seclude into thin air. And just as I look I feel that no one even pays ne attention to my pathedic mess spread across the floor.

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