Days fold by minutes every time. I'm going to take myself in I think...I'm starting to think unrealistic thoughts and hear unrealistic things. My moods change so fast, sometime in three or four or five segments in one sentence. Its uncontrollable and there is no letting go...no relief. I just want something to make it go away, I don't care if ( Read more... )

Dearly fond of a girl for 29 months today.

Wow, so here I am. I have almost dropped off the face of the Earth. Maybe that is exactly what I’m trying to accomplish. I’ve been gone for too long to even feel like I still belong. And waves of hysterical depression hit me. Its funny, before I’ve been depressed. Now I am actively holing myself up. I used to feel on top of everything...Now ( Read more... )

Dearly fond of a girl for 27 months today.

It can equally enough be said I am an idiot.

Dearly fond of a girl for 25 months today.

Hi. I'm Patrick. I'm a mutant. Or I'm crazy. Maybe you are crazy.
"No one ever gets there, but you can try!"
I am the Nerf MASTER!
Tell me, does anyone enjoy NERF Ping Pong anymore these days? Our society is changing...

Wendy came over last night ( Read more... )

Its Christmas eve, and I'm sitting at by corporate cubicle typing into a mindless machine in between calling customers because the won't pay their bills. I might be ruining some of people's holidays in fact, but, someone has got to do this job, and I'm no more and evil person for doing it. Maybe I'll cut some special Christmas bills.

Dearly fond of a girl for 24 months today.