I just grow my hair for the drastic chopping off of it.

I realize I never finished a christmas story I started on January 13th ( Read more... )

i am alive,

whatever.

i'll be back.

she stole my spacebar.

nolie.

it has been long enough to lift the emotional lens and now see such atrocious holiday "traditions" as facts.
and only as facts.

I don't have a job. I don't even have a career in mind.
Therefore, My employment lies within the tone of My voice when I call him and say coyly

"Pleaaaase?"

this is how I buy presents for joyous occasions such as christmas.
( Read more... )

I didn't get presents from "santa" this year

the fucked up thing is "santa' bought them and then threw them away in front of Me

because I bought "santa" underwear with snoopy on it...

more later.

if future Me ( Read more... )

these are silly-but I never "do" silly. so I will...

2727 songs. 11.24 gb.

How does the world see you?
"Roses", Outkast
I know you like to think your shit don't stink...

Will I have a happy life?
"Beautiful Things Can Come From the Dark", Azure Ray
Someone else’s boy, I have hope for you, that you will keep your love for the world, even though it beats ( Read more... )

I've been spending nights under the duvet
and days on the 22

sometimes when I have a minute I wonder how I get away with this.
(because people are stupid and My eyes can be honest)

I'm not writing enough. not in here necessarily but in general.

I write papers and essays and am force fed topics and thesis statements.

here's a good one: this cheesecake ( Read more... )

this fucking weather gets Me every fucking time.
every
fucking
time.

I am not one for sentimentality.

I just needed to get that statement out of the way.

I saw weld and he cut his hair.
this would normally not even matter to Me
but
it's forty degrees and I was wearing the sweater with the thumb holders
and a scarf
and he was just walking up the avenue
and I ( Read more... )

I wore the obligatory fishnets.

no razors in the candy, just calories.

survival.