Dreamed last night that I was racing through the streets trying to get somewhere.  I have no idea where I was but it was in some city downtown. I ditched my car somewhere and I seemed to know exactly where I was going. Down a long flight of stairs leading into a shop area I found it ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've written in this thing and it's bound to be a lot longer before I write again.  Seems I have commitment issues when it comes to taking the time of day to write in this damn thing even though I actually want to.  The part of me that holds onto the past and likes to look back at the stupid things I've said or done.  Hell ( Read more... )

Decomposing Children as a band played our last show on March 11th at Cheers in Vacaville.  Great fucking show which makes it worse that Nick, (our drummer) left the band on March 30th stating he couldn't continue juggling school, work and two bands. So now we're back where we started.  To make matters worse, we just got Tori Verble in the band as ( Read more... )

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So the show went well last night. Once again, even though we showed up early, we went on last again. We got there at 8:40pm and the first band (White Minorities) was supposed to start at 9pm. They didn't finish setting up till nearly 10pm and finally started around that time. They weren't bad, death metal type stuff, but I can only listen to so ( Read more... )

So the show is here and I think I've done all the fucking prep work I can. The guys and I made up a 45 minute set list and we're still not sure exactly how long we have to play so we may play more or less depending, but the 45 minute set list is as follows ( Read more... )

The weight that doesn't sink rests heavily on the brow of undaunting familiarity, the ever present here and now.
And as the rays of sun illuminate the brightest light, through the mist unwillingly the beacon slowly dies.
And in its wake comes darkness as the black skies cloud the way.
Writhing with uncertainty, hope sinks beneath the waves.
-DM

As most people know, I have an unhealthy and extremely strange obsession with midgets. I can't really say where this weird fascination came from or why I find it hard not to want to have sex with their heads every time I see one. All I know is it's there and it's real, for better or worse, I am a Midget lover ( Read more... )

A lot of people don't know it but back years ago I was in a major downward spiral of depression and nearly took my life from it all. I'm better now and yay go me and shit but I was reminded of that time today while trying to console a friend over her hard time ( Read more... )

What is up with me dreaming about movie rental places? So last night I dreamt that it was my first day starting work at Blockbuster. But for some fucking reason I'm walking around with a shopping cart like in the grocery store or something. I am apparently 20 minutes early or something because I tell the chick behind the counter that and she ( Read more... )