you have got...to be kidding me.

I went to see the Sheep on Drugs/ Pigface tour last night up in palatine, which was a super nice venue, just an odd town for us crazy kids.ha. sheep on drugs played a super short set, but after wards me and sula met the dudes, took pictures, even freaked em out cause were both named rachel. it was great. Vickey was there in her corset glory, your ( Read more... )

somethings at home have come up and yet again im living with my sister. im starting school in june. ill be taking two classes...one math and one chemistry which im super nervous about. im more or a right brain person ( i think its the right side) my brain works better with literature, music, and art. im not sure if on gonna be moving out, or ( Read more... )

i have work at 5 a.m.
which is in a few hours, but i cant sleep at all. i keep thinking. im starting to have conversations in my head with people that never happened. dont think thats so healthy.
but in other news. i did lose 4 pounds. and i dyed my hair back to "intense red" i like it.

alrighty kitties ( Read more... )

i didnt think i let my bathroom get that disgusting...
i attacked my room and bathroom with my mad cleaning skillz.
no more clothes on the floor.
no more dried up toothpaste on everything??
no more dust...
phewwwww i need a martini.
:)

stuff just been building up and definatly taking its toll on me. i've been so exhausted, and i've been getting headaches way to often. so please excuse my lateness towards things ( Read more... )

im sitting in an office at elmhurt memorial hospital ( Read more... )

its been awhile since i've updated anything personal. days have been harsh and the only thing that seems to express my feelings are quotes from differant people or songs that i sing to get threw the day. i guess ill start things off from about three weeks ago. i got a phone call late in the night form a family memeber telling me she tried to kill ( Read more... )

"she use to fall down alot, that girl was always falling again and again, yes i sometimes use to try to catch her...i never even caught her name. "