you laugh because i am different, and i laugh because you are all the same.
heh yeah,           fuck off.

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( happy fishes make me happy )

3 months off; 50 unread emails & 18 friendster msgs ( Read more... )

why do i feel this way. i can barely stand up straight. someone take this glass away. i'm not myself again. i'm someone else again. when you think you knew me. you dont. i'm much more than these wordsstop standing on my way. i'm having a hard time and you wont go away. dont try to silence my voice. if you're uncomfortable hearing my words. leave. ( Read more... )

i cant keep running on the water like this. i feel like this swimming pool is too big for me. i definitely have to learn. before i could go swim in to the ocean.

( an angel and a cactus )

we lit cigarettes. in a coffee table we moan; this is so good you know. staying up all night feels so good in my skin. with the air that is so cold, i could feel it deep inside of my skin pores thru my bones ( Read more... )

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for a second i'm hoping this is all jokes and when i open my eyes, everything is born again. and i could put together the thing that's broken and start over things again. or maybe not. maybe i just cant face my own rejection. maybe i cant face the fact that this world is careless. maybe this is too much for me to take. is everything i never feel ( Read more... )