eyes alive, mind still growing, hair flowing and heart beating...

my family went out to eat lunch together at local pizza hut. it was really lame but we never had lunch together ever since i was on elementary school, so it was kind of amusing ( Read more... )

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(music) the vines; TV pro

the city rained today, under the yellow sun. i was so asleep this morning, i didnt want to wake myself up until dawn. please just let me go to sleep sleep...sleep.

(i got my period. oh so relieving...)

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sometimes i feel like i'm not solid,       i'm hollow.
there's nothing behind my eyes.
i'm negative of a person.
it's as if i never thought of anything. i never felt anything.
all i want is blackness
blackness and silence.

and then it is all becoming nothing. monotone drink habit & never ending sex drive.
i lost interest in everything else.

i'm pretending to be someone.
i wish you would just stop me.

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what am i searching in this world? what am i trying to find in this life?
wanting, needing...
how many more life i have to live for every seconds, hours, days and years until i have my death?

i am numb. i cant think.

is there any chances?

i love you
i love you
i cant lie.

the past leave us in pain. i guess it's just how things go.