y care about some1 when theyre gunna leave u neway?

also, some1 help me with the double standard about girls being sluts if they hook up w/ more than 1 guy in a night but guys are "the man" if they hook up w/ more than 1 girl.

i really dont care wat ppl think about me around here anymore, but i just dont get it...

so i thought i finally found a good one. someone who would actually treat me right. someone to be there for me. someone who made me laugh. someone i could have fun with. someone who i could cuddle with. someone to hold me. maybe someone to love me.

but i was wrong.

you know when things are going pretty well, you somehow have to find something to mess it up?

i think im doing that.. but im trying really hard not to follow thru

but im scaring myself with all my negative thoughts

idk what to do

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so i stole this survey from mi amor! fill it out, pweez

♥SIX things you want to do with me

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♥FIVE things you **WONDER** about me

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♥FOUR of my *best* features

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♥THREE things you hate about me =[!

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♥TWO words that describe me =]!

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♥ONE question for me

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i feel like i cant trust anyone. i dont even trust my own judgement anymore. idk what to do. im so confused. talking to my friends doesnt even help. it just confuses me more.

ryan told me just to relax, but how?

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