Hey.. so i have come to the conclusion that no one reads this.. because I have no comments and that makes me cry a little ( Read more... )

First and foremost I Got my first tattoo!!!


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Phyllis is bloateddddd... ahhh I fed her too much.. Poor thing has a tummy ache and is just chillin in the tank.I have no idea how long its been like that bc she's been hiding in the leaves so I couldn't see her whole body. Hopefully it will go down if I dont feed it for a few days. I looked it up to see what I should do and thats what everything ( Read more... )

“Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds
resources for coping with pain.”

Thats exactly how I feel right now. I just want it to end. My body can no longer cope with this feeling anymore. I am a horrible person. I dont know why I exist anymore. Theres nothing I can do anymore to try to pretend that I am ok. Because I am just not at all.

This song.. even though lacking any actual signifcantly strong lyrics is my mantra these days. How I get by everyday. Damn its so hard ( Read more... )

It's been a really long time since I have written in livejournal. I have mostly been writing on myspace but i feel like it is way to open to anyone seeing it. I dont know as many people that have livejournal or that use it anymore ( Read more... )