Good morning, all. And, if you celebrate, Merry Christmas ( Read more... )

Well, as the first semester winds to a close, I, naturally, contemplate the occurences of the previous three months and their implications. I have come to a conclusion: I'm really, really happy. Now, part of that recent happiness might be due to the fact that I have a pretty sweet boyfriend. And he's a pretty darn good cook too, which isn't too ( Read more... )

I once wrote, "Yet, despite the fact that the past must fade, we must all remember because it is in the past where we have created who we are. Although none of us should be chained by the mistakes of the past, it is the scars of those mistakes that define us here today. As Roya Hakakian in Journey from the Land of No: A Girlhood in Revolutionary ( Read more... )

This morning, I realized that I am a terrible person. I realized that I have a horrible anger and I am the absolutely worst person when it comes to dealing with problems. I'm bitter and I hold grudges forever. Although it is not always easy to make me this angry, once it happens, I veritably never let go of my anger. While I can still be civil ( Read more... )

In waking up this morning, and thinking about my annual Thanksgiving post, which I have yet to miss since I've even HAD a livejournal, I came to realize that I have a LOT of things to be thankful for. Over all, despite some bad things happening, life's been kind to me (or I've finally learned how to live life happily). It's a nice feeling, let me ( Read more... )

Crap, crap, crap.

So, it looks like I'm going to be in Tucson for most of the Thanksgiving break and also most of the Christmas break. I guess it's good because I can just work and most the people who work at Pump It Up are going home for the breaks so I'd get more hours. Still, though. Idk ( Read more... )

Although Mock Trial has to be one of the most stressful events I have ever joined... I can't say that I'm not absolutely in love with it. I'm madly in love with the event and I haven't even competed yet (and I always love things more once I start competing). I love mock trial and, even more importantly, I love my Rhodes team! We are leaving in a ( Read more... )

It's really quite amazing the crippling power of melancholy to induce lethargy. I know that I have enormous amounts of work to do, but all I really want to do is to mope around. And thus, I start cleaning and working and then I stop midway through, letting the torpid stupor immobilize me ( Read more... )

Even though I should be sleeping now... or finishing my hw/mock trial, I'm not. Even though events that transpired today should make me happy (and they did.. for a lil bit), I'm actually not. I'm kinda sad. Idk... I guess I just wanted to say that. I'm kinda sad.

Guh.