just buying time before im off to work. 10-3. come visit me yes? it would make me really happy because jamba juice gets lonely. okay it really doesnt but i like to see people i know in there. then i dont have to ask for their names at the register ( Read more... )

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wow. i havent been online in so long ( Read more... )

tomorrow im going to garden grove. im so excited!

daniel is coming with me and we are going to huntington and im excited cuz i havent been there in forever. whoop!

today me and kelly dragged daniel shopping. omg.

wow.

haha thats all i have to say.

good day today. hopefully good day tomorrow too.

<3 lauren

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well apparently kelly thinks garrett likes me when he doesnt.

i feel really bad that she feels so shitty thinking he likes me. he doesnt. we just met and we're both just friendly. nothing more.

i dont get why people cant tell the difference between wanting to make friends and wanting to make out...

i just dont get it..

theres got to be something wrong about me.

as much as my mother likes to tell me that "hes just dumb for not liking my baby girl" that cant always be the case.

i just dont understand.

If i were to show up at your house at 1 am, would you have sex with me?

1=No, 2=Maybe, 3=Hell yea, 4=Can you come sooner.

im back to where i started a year ago. im so dissapointed in myself. everytime i look at what i did it makes me sick to my stomach.

and what makes me even more sick to think that ill probably do it again.

well yah ( Read more... )