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No rules, No Bullshit, Just me!
Ok so im going to take a step back from this journal and all of its events. Forget them they are all bullshit! Im not lying in them but im not myself. You see i always try and act the part for someone, never do I allow myself to shine thru. This is me, The person writing this at this moment is me. So lets start all over again shall we? My Name is ( Read more... ) -
back from the cold reach of cyberspace for another taste of posion
iiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmm back. For all the fat kid, juggalo, ax welding, tiwztid serial killers out there im here reping this shit.
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All the cards are in the hand, next draw ace
To day was a weird day to say the least ( Read more... ) -
You can have it all, My empire of dirt...................
Ok so I have not updated in a while, I've been busy. As i write this depression sinks in once again. Why does this feeling not go away, ,its like its always there even on the best days. I think im starting to feed off my own depression, and that Scares me. Got tickets to the wraith release party, so thats good. Today was quite odd though. The thing ( Read more... ) -
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what am i doing? after all that i disapointed him, what kind of person am I? ............................................................... Maybe one day i could look him in the eye and only complements and congradulations will come out of his mouth. Why isnt it enough for him, maybe im the Failure in this. -
life its a strange thing sometimes
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Lillith
"In the sea of LCL, he wished for a world with other people. He desired to meet them again, even if it meant he would be hurt ( Read more... ) -
Depression is just a game and we are all unwilling players
A day lived is a day lost. the day was ok if you can call mindless self loathing an action. I went to the movies with jake and saw Reign of fire. ok movie bad actors. As i sit here and write this one thing comes to my mind. LIZ. i looked at her pic today and wondered how she is. you see we were together for about two years and in that time i grew ( Read more... ) -
Thru eyes unclouded
To say that the past 12 hours have been painful is stateing the obvious. lets just say that certain situations have arose that i have no idea what to do. but in the end i know that ill always be there be there no matter what may occour ( Read more... )
