Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship ( Read more... )

so in this dream, we were in the shore. you were about to go to sleep and said g'night to everyone, and got to me. i went to hug you and you said "you can give me a kiss goodnight" so i kissed you on the cheek. then you said "thats not what you wanted to do" and then kissed me. everyone watched but no one really seemed to see a problem with it, ( Read more... )

i changed my mind. if that whole hypothetical thing happened, then it would take some time to consider it.

it wouldnt be quick like last time.

lol, there are nights i write books, and there are nights when all i have to say is

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hahhhaahahahah

drunk on a sunday.
work 7-9 am
class 930-145

woo.

If I said I was having fun, I'd be lying. Not caring for anyone in particular is beginning to drain me. I am so hungry for love that I am beginning to expect it around each corner, when in all reality it isn't going to happen. I don't want to build upon anything. I've spent a lot of time doing that already. All I've built has been wasted, leaving ( Read more... )

"It's the FIFteenth"

you slay me lol.

This dream may also represent a part of you or your life that you wish would leave you alone and stop creating a nuisance. Killing may represent the killing off of old parts of yourself and old habits ( Read more... )

My friends tried to kill me last night.

In my dreams.

I killed someone.

I lifted that person up.
And threw that person to the pavement, head first.
I watched that persons skull crack open, as brains spilled out.

It's nothing bad.
It just kind of sucks when everyone knows that I am hopeless.

i cannot continue to deal with this consistent string of fucking let downs.

day after day, its the same fucking thing.

my self esteem is really just become this decrepit thing that is just not getting back up.

WHY CAN'T ONE FUCKING PERSON IN THIS WORLD JUST CARE ABOUT ME? AM I THAT FUCKING BAD?

tonight almost ended well.