i cannot continue to deal with this consistent string of fucking let downs.

day after day, its the same fucking thing.

my self esteem is really just become this decrepit thing that is just not getting back up.

WHY CAN'T ONE FUCKING PERSON IN THIS WORLD JUST CARE ABOUT ME? AM I THAT FUCKING BAD?

tonight almost ended well.

now all i've really got to do is figure out what i was doing wrong, and what i was doing right ( Read more... )

The PT system has died.
I hate my life.

I could throw my two cents in, but it really isn't worth it.
Everything has to simmer down eventually.

I am jealous of everything you have now.
Everything.I can't find anything like it to call my own ( Read more... )

well new years sucked ( Read more... )

i'm a fucking loser
a loser of hope.
of care
of them
of you
of happy
of motivation
of myself.

I'm not even supposed to be here today.

         them                                                                                         alone ( Read more... )

i srsly cannot even deal with this.

i'm dangerous.

i hate my life.