oh silly drunk me.

with the end of the english ap and my silly little ezra pound essay, i officially dont give a shit about school. i think i will commemorate this event by not going to school tomorrow (at least not to physics). yet two more grueling months. i really dont know how ill obtain the will power to go to school each day and when at school, be able to ( Read more... )

ive cried so much in these past few days that my eyes feel numb ( Read more... )

2802 sucks at life. and life=deca.

gay dracula made it a little better. but even his flaming ways cant make up for my shittiness. blah.

its 2:02 am ( Read more... )

I stand next to men who smoke and I blame him for that ( Read more... )

soooooo.

i got into upenn.
weeeeeeee.
it hasnt quite hit me yet but damn am i happy.

i send all my good wishing to brindha and brian because they deserve to get into their fancy schools far more than i do.

p.s. i shall be stopping by my counselors office tomorrow morning to drop ap physics. cause i dont particularly care what momentum is.

i wish i had the courage to cut my bangs like that.
i wish i had the legs to wear stockings every day.
oh anna.

its just an overbearing weight that wont go away. drained emotionally & physically. and all the weight gaining isnt helping much either. the words are so appealing, "disappear here ( Read more... )

And one day he calls. You hesitate by the phone. You know it’s him. Of course it’s him. You slowly pull the phone up to your face. “Hello?” you whisper. “Hey do you want to hang out this weekend - see a movie or whatever?” he says with so much ease. “Um sure,” you say quietly, while your insides dance a fierce tango. “K, so I’ll see you Saturday ( Read more... )