What a couple of weeks. This has to have been some of the craziest (without needing to be) weeks of my life recently. Lets see, I don't think I ever wrote down the drama at the Royal, (the pub I work at) when one of our chef's punched my boss, who went down very hard, who's girlfreind accused me of sleeping with Nicole, and then he was going for ( Read more... )

Well, it's an amazing thing, late nights, the inability to sleep and the loneliness. It's funny, the more chick flick you see, the more you want what you know you can't have. It's a bit like the child, who watches the commercials for food that tastes good but is bad for you, who then wants it, and almost always gets the shake of the head from mum ( Read more... )

Well, I think I really deserve a good kick up the backside for not updating in so long. I've been working like a mule, at the pub, and at the fish shop. I am doing some of the casual managing shifts at the pub (finally, after 2 years at one crappy pub) (even if I have quit twice or 4 times) Not only am I doing that, but I've started the fitness ( Read more... )

Well, crazy is about the only word that really covers my lift the moment. I am in RENT next week, I still can't believe that it starts on Thursday, it's so close. Lovely rehearsals, all week, and considering that I'm meant to be studying for my exams (which of course are the Monday straight after the show finishes) it will add another layer of ( Read more... )

You know, it's hard to write about what's going on in one's life when you really don't know yourself ( Read more... )

I'm sitting down looking forward to the most relaxing of weekends in a long while. I am going home ( Read more... )

Well, it's not probable, but there has been yet another death close to me. My cousin who was murdered a month and a little ago, his father died in a car accident last week. I don't quite know if it's just what happens at some time in every persons life, but it just seems to be what has happened in mine, 7 people in 4 and a half months. I think ( Read more... )

Surely there is something not quite right when 6 people who are either related to you or are related to people close to you pass away in a space of less than 4 months. I've always been told that bad things come in 3's, but it' looks like I've had two sets of 3, so does that mean that by christmas, I'll have another 3 people to make it another set ( Read more... )

Well, I don't usually post on some topics such as relationships, but I thought about it, and if it annoys me too much in the end I can just delete the post at some stage, plus hopefully it will be boring enough that most people will gloss over it. It's 3 am and I really should be sleeping as I have a 7am start today, and I won't get back home ( ( Read more... )

It's amazing how quickly your body forgets what it's like to be at Uni or school every day of the week, and then doing things at night. I'm going to have to train my body again to enjoy working hard, and not sleeping, as I need to get my work done as well ( Read more... )