Sometimes it is so hard, as all I can do is attempt to write down what I am thinking or feeling, but, of course, it can never be itterated well as no feeling or thought is ever stationary in my mind and so cannot be spoken or written or indeed communicated before I lose the original thought or feeling. After saying that though, I have to ( Read more... )

Well, I have tried to get an early-ish night. I have been told over and over again to listen when my body wants me to sleep and to give in more easily, but sometimes, it's just not that easy. I have had a wonderful night. I went to choir, sight-sang, enjoyed myself, and came home. Here I messaged my conductor to say thanks, as he's a good ( Read more... )

This should be relatively short as I am exaughsted (I know that must be spelt incorrectly) and need to go to bed, but I needed to update if only for my own record of my life. Well, I need to state aloud my wonderment at the fact that I'm not looking for a guy, as in really not looking, I mean I'd like a boyfriend, and I like guys, but I really don ( Read more... )

Well, as the title suggests, wierd things have been going on lately that just don't ever happen to me, to my sister maybe, but not to me. On Friday last, I was standing in the city, just at the QVB (Queen Victoria Building, a shopping centre for you out of Sydney'ers) and a guy came up to me with his shirt off, hanging out of his pants at the back ( Read more... )

Well, today has been interesting. Not a bad day by any standards, but not great. I think I am going to leave, fly over to the US (seeing as I have the passport and can legally work) and just, well, go. Next Monday, if it's like this one... I don't know. I want to leave, I even want to get on the plane toight, though now it's too late. If only ( Read more... )

Where to start, I suppose today is as good a place as any. My 9am tutorial was cancelled! Something I found out AFTER I got up and dragged my sorry arse into uni. Last night Aleta and I had a D&M, and not just a little deep, this one was possibly the biggest talk we've ever had, and I'm not sure how I'm reacting to it. We talked about me, and ( Read more... )

Okay, it's official, I really really really liked RENT. My only problem was that I was with two other singing people who didn't like it because they are too "classical" but another guy loved it and another one was waaaay too conservative and didn't like it, or at least didn't like Angel ( Read more... )

The new Aussie Phrase, "bloody hell" The Australian tourism department got together, and decided, no, it's not our stars (the very few we have) or just the Whitsundays and the Barrier Reef, our wonder of the world that will get people in, it's our beer pulling, firework blowing up-ing, shark out of the pool-ing that will pull our people in saying ( Read more... )

Never expect too much from life.

Well now i've gone from not updating at all to updating daily. This probably won't last when Uni goes back in 2 weeks ( Read more... )