new boy<33333333.
SO pretty.
looks exactly like hero jaejoong minus the girliness.
I SHIT YOU NOT.

happy right now.
the beginning is always the best anyway.
I am NOT going to ruin this one.

only thing is,
he is definitely relationship material.
not sure if i want to go there yet
or if i just want to have some fun
if you know what i mean.

goddamnit.
i need to get some ass or i'll lose my mind.

would have been 2 yrs & 1 mnth today ( Read more... )

heart = in two.

but i think everything's gonna be okay.

this would be so much easier if you weren't fucking gorgeous.
jerkoff.

ughhh i have no will power whatsoever.
and i'm no good at quitting.

unrelated:

should i go on a date tomorrow?  yes or no? 
i have no money... so if we have to go dutch i don't know what i'd do.
ehhhh i'm nervous.  never dated before.  kinda.  whatever.
ADVICE PLZ.

Okay, this is super gay.  You've been warned.

I'm excited for tomorrow, and I'm also really nervous.

A month can change a lot.

Here's the gay part I promised.

"Hear Me Out" - Frou Frou... equals exactly how I feel right now.

I join the queue on your answer phone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up I know you're there
Can't you hear?
I'm not myself

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i dreamt about fruit last night ( Read more... )

 
wow i don't know what's wrong with me right now but i hope it's just hormones or something.
i just ate like half the food in the house.  i'm realizing more and more that i eat for comfort.
how gay is that, seriously?  like extremely gay.

ugh.  i feel like i'm at least 10 years older than i am.
all i want is a man.  a MAN.  not some awkward bumbling ( Read more... )

I'm starting to realize just how much my life has changed in the last four months.

When did I fall out of love?  And in love with someone else?

When did that happen?  When did I have time for that?

Where did the crisp fall weather go?  Where did the novelty go?

Where did my common sense go?  Where is my head?

What are my priorities?  Do I even have any ( Read more... )

Happy break so far yay!

All my Christmas shopping is done!  I can't wait to wrap presents!

I can't wait to dye my hair!

I always wondered how people could randomly hook up and then talk to the other person the next day like nothing happened.
I think I understand it better now.  Not sure if that's a good thing, ahaha.

I MISS MY GIRLS, AND I CAN'T WAIT TO ( Read more... )