i don't even know what i want anymore.

i'm clearly not ready for a relationship & i'm not going to be anytime soon.

i tried to tell you but you wouldn't listen.

now all that's left is just for you to get so fed up you never want to look at me again.

i didn't want that to happen again... that's why i tried to end it early.

now we're both attached & ( Read more... )

one thing i both like and dislike about college
a double edged sword if you will

there's too many people who you can friend and just as easily throw away.
sometimes i feel like we all mean nothing to each other in the long run
like we're just there to amuse each other... part of our instant gratification

if i could fix everything i would

 i feel like you've disappeared in more ways than one.
but i'm probably just being menstrual.  i'm trying not to let it get to me.
if i don't stop being bloated soon i'll cry my eyes out.
i better have fun this weekend.

i went vegan a week and a half ago.
i really like it.
i love soy milk so much it's not funny.

it seems like i always have to have at least two men in my life to choose between or i'm just not happy.

this will be interesting.

i want to go shopping.

AB was firking amazing.

life right now:

-alc ball!!!!
-sexual tension
-haengbok
-behind on everything
-really poor
-doing AMAZING on lent
-AWESOME

umm okay so.
life is
AMAZING.
AHHHHHH.

this is how it goes.
i'm not doing this to get back at anyone.
or to shove anything in anyone's face.
i'm sorry if you insist on thinking so.
i'm just moving on with my life.
i want something that isn't a rebound.
isn't just sexual.  isn't a fluke.
isn't just a spot of fun.

i'm happy for the first time in a long time.
and ( Read more... )

I.
MET.
DANIEL.
TOSH.

how long is it acceptable to know someone before you become boyfriend and girlfriend?
i've never really thought about it...
i'm thinking at least a month??  and even that's pushing it ??

i'm not a joke.
i'm not a freak.
i'm not weird.
i'm not a jerk.
i'm not crazy.

i'm not so sure why people who i thought were my friends think i am these things.
thanks ya clichy bitches.

SERIOUSLY.  JAEJOONG.
SOOOOO PRETTY.
AND AND AND AND AND
mineeeee!!!!!!!!!

EEEEE.
Ivy is coming to visit this weekend!!!!
I am going to see Will Ferrell (Demetri Martin, Nick Swardson, and Zach Galifianakis) with EVERYONE in the world on February 13th.  then on the 15th = DANIEL TOSH.  OMGOMGOMGOMG AKA THE MOST COMEDICALLY SIGNIFICANT THREE DAYS IN MY ( Read more... )