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I'm running for honer committee. I'm so nervous, speeches are tomorrow. I'm not a great public speaker, so we'll see. I doubt I'll actually get it, but at least I tried.
The school cafeteria has started serving sushi. What the hell? I tried a piece today. Yikes.
I'm stage managing the show. -
And summer with another wind that no one yet has know
We went to the Bare's (neighbors) house for sames going away dinner last night. Robbie and Drew hit golf balls off the top of the hill to try to hit the cows at the bottom for entertainment. I know I'm back in the county now ( Read more... ) -
There's a momnet you know- You're Fucked
I do not want to be here. I want to be at CTY or in New York or in COLLEGE, but I don't want to be here, rotting, in Lancaster for two more years ( Read more... ) -
The skateboarders hanging out in back of the bank in my home town
Why I Am Really Dumb And Should Not Be Allowed To Exist Without My Wonderful Cocoon Of CTY ( Read more... ) -
Summer in the City
I was so absorbed in my PCTYD that I forgot to mention how awesome this week is going to be. I'm going to the reu on thrusday (!!!!) then staying at Briana's so we can see Regina Spektor on Friday :). I'm (hopefully) bumming around the city over the weekend, probably staying with briana more. Then I'm meeting my Aunt, who got us great tickets to ( Read more... ) -
It's the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fine
Sorry for the excessive sappiness. It's all true. I'm just really glad that CTY exists and that it happened to me. -
You're the closest to heven that I'll ever be
Oh fuck. Oh fuck fuck fuck.
It just hit me. I was sitting at dinner and I started thinking about my passionfruit speech, and it just fucking hit me like a ton of bricks and I started crying. And now I'm sitting in my room listening to Iris, End of the Tour, and Mr.Brightside, because I can't handle real canon, sobbing my eyes out. It all just feels ( Read more... ) -
It's the end of the tour
I am done.
Of course I don't know what to say. I am still not grasping what just ended. I think it's partially becuase I came home from Princeton for a day, then went back to cty, but I feel like this is very temporary, and I'm going to go back again soon. Honestly, I don't think I've cried since I got home. And that fucking terrifies me. This is ( Read more... ) -
honey I want the heart, I want the soul, I want control right now.
My stuff is in the car, all packed. I'll see you in six weeks! Actually, that's a lie, I'll be home for a day. And you can bet your ass that the second thing I'll be doing is getting online. The first being cleaning the fresh to.
I am simultaneously nervous and excited.
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