Recently, i've heard i've got to stop bottling up emotions
and i've also heard that i should stop being so emo.

So which is it?
Should i actually say what's on my mind or not?

currently... i'm thinking not.

I'm sitting here. and i realized that i had a car, i would compulsively drive down to visit him this very minute... just for a hug.

overall, tonight is just not my night.

I really don't know what my problem is. I just seem to jump from one hopeless case to another. i don't know. i guess i like the abuse.

Am i the idiot or is he?

He's trampled my heart...
yet i still love him.

When it comes to matters of life and love, i'm confused as hell.
seriously though. damn.

p.s. as a survival tactic, i'm gonna have to put on 30lbs so i can survive the winter... if only i started sooner!

you guys, i'm so excited. last night i just ballsed up and told him how i felt. i do kinda feel like a dumbass now, but i feel SO much better. yay courage!

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all of a sudden, i'm feeling pretty emo.
i may just go have some ice cream, and watch 16 Candles
cause i'm emo like that.
(hey, i'm updating, so the emo-ness has already begun)

i have a feeling he's not going to call back... *tear*

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