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I am a coward. I am unhappy and I don't want to face it. I want things to be good, I want to be happy... What am I lacking? The unconditional love of someone? I am in love but I often wonder if the feeling is mutual. I've been crying myself to sleep for the last couple of nights, that's not normal. Am I stressed because I have been working almost 9 ( Read more... ) -
Quake
So today I realized that we are not prepared in for a natural disaster at all. We don't have any kits, nor have we agreed on a location to meet just in case.
Anyway, I slept through most of the morning and I don't feel better. My throat has been hurting and I feel so freaking tired. I hate this weather! One week it's almost 80 degrees and the next ( Read more... ) -
End of the week..
A couple of things are going on tomorrow. First, we have family visiting from Canada and my mom is going insane cleaning the house. Second, I am really sad that not everyone will make it to the bookclub meeting. I know things come up, but I feel like it's just because it's for me. This is why I don't have parties or anything of the sort, NO ONE ( Read more... ) -
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today was my last day of work. everyone signed a card for me and they had a little farewell party. i actually wasn't expecting it at all, my boss said she wants me to come in on my days off. i will be starting to work at the marriott on friday, and I am very nervous. Its always scary when you are faced with something new and unfamiliar, such a ( Read more... ) -
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I saw a picture of a little boy, who died last year.
the person who posted the picture said she was lucky
to have met him because she realized that life is short
and that she needed to live her life to the fullest. it's so sad,
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Do you think people are born selfish?
I am tired of hearing " I want" " I deserve" " I should get" ...christ, does anyone ever think about giving or sharing?
does anyone ever see that what they have is much more than what other people wish for? ...geeez... ANYWAY
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I finally realized that I needed to stop being such a sissy and get off my ass and do something with my life. I have been ( Read more... ) -
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Holy shit, this year sucks already. -
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Well, I start school next monday. I am not looking forward to it, well just a bit.
I am taking a "film studies" class that should be interesting.
Work is the same, no progress my boss needs to retire for a few days frealz.