Well a bit o' an update. i dont even know who reads this shit aside from shan...hahaha..."holla!".....but i guess these journal entries are good for looking back on in the future. see what life was like in....2010!!!! whoooo ( Read more... )

I'm only writting this because i feel like the release ive been doing is not working as well as i would have liked it to....ive deactivated my facebook account because i want no contact...i want no pleasure or luxury in life....im not deserving of it ( Read more... )

Well i just HAD to post since shannon reminded me of this sites exsistance. why the hell not use this site for its only purpose....to bitch and complain like the rest of the live journal populas...sometimes it's good to just let shit out ....especally in a place where chances are, people wont read it....im no Adam Lamberg......this isn't for your ( Read more... )

well i think im gunna use this bastard, not only for some sort of responce out of people, but to track my feelings during these events that take place in my life. cuz yes, alot of the time i look for guidence, or opinions from people on here...and again, its nice to have them, thank you all. but i really forgot about the true point of a journal, ( Read more... )

ok, lemme ask somthing. am i a bad person for being a young party animal?....really...am i?....and be honost cuz i want to hear peoples opinion...for once im not out spoken on this....i feel that the upcoming 19th birthday i am about to expirience is bringing somthing that i have set aside all my teenaged years....for fuck sakes, i started real ( Read more... )

well gang...fuck i don't even know who still reads these things....man alive. well hello all. its biatta here typing for the first tiem in like....what, over two months....shit. i really have gotten a life. I work now....at jogas, which most of u know...cuz u come and harass me 50% of the time. uhh...lemme see. well fell off the band wagon again ( Read more... )

well its been a while....yet, i've been busy....busy in a way that its just boring now...get up, watch soap, go to work, (or school on tuesdays and thursdays)....and then go to work, go out, visit friends, then go to bed....yay what a life...same ol same ol'...went to this rave thing last weekend, kinda sucked acually....it was full...and i mean ( Read more... )

well hello all, i duno why i ever post anymore cuz no one fuck'n responds to the entries i make that are the most meaningful....like fuck that last one, i was spilling my heart out and no one bothers to put forth an input....like fuck do i have to be yasha here so that people could write me atleast a little bit of bullshit...!?!?!?!....lol...wow ( Read more... )

so, everyday that i wake up to this town.....i think of how empty it is getting more and more everyday....its fall, people are leaving, going to school, moving away to get a job, traveling, and expirencing life like human beings should. and i sit back, work at a coffee shop, keep saying that im gunna go to school but havn't gotten off my ass yet to ( Read more... )

well this is just rediculous, who the fuck gets fiber glass in their eye ball and has to go to the hospital to get it flushed out.....dear god was that a fuck'n weird feeling....it was just like a tube in ur eye ball and its running a constant stream of cold water throughout ur eye and out the other end. i will never do that again....so stupid, ( Read more... )