Yeah, I guess I will come clean. Last weekend's post was basically me worried about the relationship coming to an end and I was therefore depressed the entire break because of it. Maybe it was for the best because if the next break comes and I was depressed for a month and a 1/2 I would probabley kill myself...not serious. Anyways I will go into ( Read more... )

Honestly not the best break I have ever had ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that I update and want to include everything thats been going on and its been 2 weeks so barely anything will get included that I wanted to ( Read more... )

So...I think I have a crush on someone :-D...Extremely happy...its been awhile since ive updated but just to say a few things and yes its going to be all over the place ( Read more... )

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I have not updated in awhile and I would like to just update those who are reading. First off I will most likely not be posting public anymore due to reasons I will mention ( Read more... )

I am tired so lets see how long this is. I have begun my transition into leaving home...by moving into my aunts for the summer. The drive down was extremely nice I enjoyed it and it was very smooth. I hit little negative weather and no cop trouble. I felt very independent ignoring that fact that I just got birthday money early so I could afford ( Read more... )

So yesterday was semi uneventful except around 330 I was sitting at Station 1 watching Hills Have Eyes and the pagers go off for a vehicle fire. This was a call just for my station so me, captain Fedorich, driver and probie head to a farm. We went maybe a quarter mile behind the house to find a ride on mower fully involved. We pulled a 200ft 1 3 ( Read more... )

I havent posted in awhile. This could be for many reasons for example my browser kept crashing every time I opened a new post or the fact that I feel like I am talking to myself half the time. I guess the point of this LJ isnt to get feedback but to kinda let your feelings out. I have had a very flaky few months starting from December as you ( Read more... )

"You are a bad person ( Read more... )