This is going to be a messed up very hard to understand entry which may just be given up on. There will be many spelling and grammar mistakes because, well, I am not a writer. I have lived on this earth for 19 years and 3 months. What have I learned? I have probably asked myself this question 100 billion times and the clarity of the answer ( Read more... )

I promised a certain lady that id update so I am updating ( Read more... )

I am really pissed off and I dont know why. Maybe its jsut I had a shitty shitty day. Anyways I feel like I should just go back and retrace my day so I can reaize why I feel so shitty. Well I woke up this morning and I woke up in an alright mood which I didnt expect since today is kind of busy. I went and met up with paul and we walked to the ( Read more... )

With 3 weeks left in the semiester things seem to be ok. Grade wise im not worried too much French im not sure if my grade will be low or high because Ive been going from A's to B's to C's and I got 1 D. I have a few projects due by the end of the semiester in BRC220 it shouldnt be to tough. During the summer im going to be working at Kimbrook ( Read more... )

I hate how we have embassy's all over the world(We being the United States) but no one could but an embassy in our neck of the woods. I feel as though this country is so insecure and when it is threatened it gets all defensive. Man if Russia demanded we give up our weapons of mass destruction Im sure George Bush the strong willed man that he is ( Read more... )

I feel like the only time I ever update this shit is when I am depressed. Right now I am in a terrible mood and its been like that since last night. I dont know what I want to do as far as my future. I really dont want to do anything...lol. I guess right now my choice is stay in school graduate and then get a job and support a family or I could ( Read more... )

The break is now winding down and I am becoming sad once again:-(. Julie starts school Tuesday and is very excited for her classes as I am for her. I am sad tho because it will be harder to see her as much as we did the past semiester. I have applied for a job at the Oswego YMCA and she is planning the get a job as well. It will be one day ( Read more... )

Merry Xmas....I have a lot I am thinking about ( Read more... )

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YEA!!!! I passed my EMT Practical the first time. I am thrilled about that. I have 2 more tests and one of them is tomorrow morning and one is thursday then I am done for xmas break. Julie is coming to see me tomorrow so I am going to take her out for some food and we will come back and chill. I love her. Life is grand at the moment and I am ( Read more... )