5:30 in the morning, sitting up with too many thoughts. Went over to Roze's to hang out for the 5th night in a row. She broke down tonight, after she tried talking about her past. Well, she didn't need to say anything, I caught glimpses of it anyway. Well, it was probably better she thought about it with someone around for her to talk to. It's ( Read more... )

So... it has been a really screwed up month. Everyone by now knows what is happening between Deanna and me, so i won't bother to go into it so much. Roze has been great support for me, and has helped me to be able to see things from Deanna's point of veiw. I didn't really realize how hard it was for her to be around me. I kind of get it now, ( Read more... )

grr. Stupid rain. Was hoping to go down to the parks for a while today, to enjoy the colors while its still nice. However weather and work are conspiring against that. Half tempted to tell work to take a flying leap. I'm not supposed to work friday nights and Greg scheduled me anyway. Meh. Mabye I should clean out my car and go apply at best ( Read more... )

***Warning, this is a rant, any opinions expressed herein may be complete shit. I don't intend to be offensive, but if I do manage to rock your little world and you don't like it, thats your own problem not mine ( Read more... )

Heh yeah I kinda forgot this was here for a couple months. So sue me. I tell myself I am going to write everyday then i promptly stop 2 days in. Well writing is still sputtering along I guess, just not anything post-worthy. Heh, then again I am beginning to question how "post worthy" the chapter on Deviant is anyway. I'm kinda rehashing how im ( Read more... )

...and there was journal. And the people saw the journal, and it was good. Yes, I got off my arse and created this haven for long and senseless outpourings of my troubled psyche, so now that you have basked in the glory, I'll be getting back to my regularly scheduled programming *begins watching the patterns on the back of eyelids ( Read more... )