well i actually had a good night yesterday i went to night two of the chicago spectacular and after it ended i stayed behind and offered to help out so i took down the stage and ring and loaded up there semi with all the merch yeah what i do everyday at work except this time it was at two in the morning but it was pretty fun to do that and help out ( Read more... )

i know that i do nothing but torture myself with every second that i spend thinking of you but its just impossible not to so much of my life has been intertwined with yours and seperation does not take kindly to this broken shadow that is myself mocosa me robaste el corazon y me has destrozado el alma

theres no worse feeling than being in love when you know it just wont ever work out and nothing can change that

my world is over and all my dreams are crushed just a pointless shallow existance and a waste of space is all that i am i wish i could close my eyes and forget it all instaed of living with this damn pain and feelings of abondonement no matter how hard i tried theres just nothing to ever keep my happiness i loved you and you always leave and i have ( Read more... )

como sueño con despertarme undia prendar mi computadora y ver un mensaje de commandante jenny esperandome

ive never had to anything as hard as this i have no idea how ill be able to through with it

im tired of trying my hardest and jumping through hoops pouring my heart out and constantly fighting in a loosing battle i give up i quit im done goodbye my love i can nly go so long only to have the same events repeated time and time again nothing can ever work without the equal effort and devotion of all involved te adorro siempre te cuidas adios

in 14 more days ill be in heaven and this time and everyday from t his moment forth i can not and will not ever let myself be without it and if i can help it will do nothing but to honor and treat her justly as she deserves

I'll Prob'ly Never See You Eye To Eye A-gain ( Read more... )

i am crazy in my decisions, stupid in my actions, and madly in love with jenny ( Read more... )