ive been asked if im ok, with certain things. well, its weird. i am. im ok. i dont feel sad, or sorry, or anything. now, granted i dont like not feeling, a little too robotic, but at least im ok. i was moreworried over the principle of the matter, and now no. i havent been feeling sorry for myself, i havent been moping either. like i said, its ( Read more... )

i hate when people put words in my mouth, or anyones for that matter.

everything is ok

well i did get to watch a movie. i watched seven which is one of the better movies ive seen. i enjoyed that pretty well. theres so much itching in my noggin, just because some messed up stuff has been brought to my attention. its kind of ironic, i guess that just as the becomes told to me, i get sick, the first time this whole year, really. i dont ( Read more... )

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well, filled out some applications and turned them in over the weekend. applied to walmart, hibbett sports, and jerry's produce. hopefully somebody accepts. last night went to see constantine...mighty fine movie. it was REALLY good. saw the preview for batman begins too...i looked like a little kid on christmas morning. thats the last movie josh ( Read more... )

well, i didnt go hunting for work today. didnt get to. my dad was tellin me that we should both get jobs at walmart cause he wants to get a second job. man i dont wanna work at walmart, but if i can get some money and take care of myself, i dont really care. i love playing guitar, its so great. bleh.

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!  i havent been online in a good while. ive been so busy lately, well not really. ive just been tired and sleeping.nothing new really. we got a couple of trophies for our booth at the chili cook off, that was nice. went to drill this morning. didnt have to do anything and ill probably end up getting paid, ( Read more... )

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today i thought we were going to practice for our hobo band for our chili cook off booth. oh baby i was wrong. we are buiding a freakin' boxcar! we arent finished and the thing cant even fit through doors so we have to build it in the parish center and then take it down. we had better win. so that wore me out, im pretty tired. i was falling asleep ( Read more... )