no more cory!yay for apples and oranges! i cannot wait for eric and amanda adventures. yay.

this sucks. i'm about to lose the pretty car i've been driving. the people buying it are getting their loan approved, which will happen tomorrow or the next day. come monday i'll be stuck with finding rides to and from school and being stuck at the house otherwise unless someone can rescue me. this makes me sad. i won't be able to drive the ( Read more... )

okay so tonight i went to a 'show/party' and i got to see lizzyface and brycemouth but not for very long. people were saying 'oh let's go eat food' and i wanted to drive around cuz i like to drive, even if i scrape the side of the car i'm borrowing at the gas station (this is sooo bad i might not be allowed to drive it anymore i hope that doesn't ( Read more... )

I Love
Tyler Bachelder Phillips
I love him.

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i attempted to break up with cory today. had everything planned out as far as what i was going to say and everything. it all left me of course. i became a babbling idiot. repeating everything because i didn't know what else to say. i was so nervous. i went up to him and said you don't seem to like me anymore what's going on. he didn't know what i ( Read more... )

i wish i could grow up. i really wish i could grow up and stop being a little kid. i just saw one of my friends from a long time ago go from the biggest pothead pervert to an upstanding, clean cut, military school graduate, pre-med student,and married man. this happened in about a year. this freaks me out soooo much. everyone is growing up except ( Read more... )

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yeah... no more 'fixing' my hair. it looks fine it's just a bit cliche. and this makes me sad. i hate awkwardness.

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okay.... i went to my room to find something pretty to wear to school tomorrow and ended up cutting a majority of my hair off. not sure how i got to this point but yeah... managed to combine two haircuts that i hate... first time i ever cut my own hair.... doesn't look bad just a bit cliche...if it looks bad don't tell me. i will cut you. not ( Read more... )

but i love you. and you love me too.
even if it's the see-through kind.

i can still taste it. like it never left and will never want to.
but you're so high on your horse that it makes you below me.
and this is sad.
you and your see-through love, though shiny and plastic, will break one day.
because you're already broken.
too see-through to see.
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