I did something not too bright. Now I have to decide between a lie and the truth.

Oooooh, criptic. ;-)

"I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want....."

You know exactly what it is that I want.

I've discovered that PMS does in fact make me totally neurotic, insecure, gives me bad dreams, makes me emotionally as stable as the Titanic.... and some!

So apologies go out to all those who have felt the back-lash of my freak-outs and mood swings this last week.

until today. I've been having bad dreams. They include people from my past who I parted with on bad terms for one reason or another, mixed with people in my present and some of my fears ( Read more... )

I'm hitting a wall with certain things. I just find it so hard to keep motivated, and to feel enthused and energetic, when my motivation, enthusiasm and energy are so focused elsewhere ( Read more... )

So the headache's gone. The ear throbbing almost stopped. The dripping nose almost dry. The swollen glands almost normal....and I develop the mother of all cold sores! WHAT HAVE I DONE FOR YOU TO PUNISH ME SO, WORLD????? Not only does it itch like a monther fucker, but it stings like a whore of a mother fucker:-(

Sympathy in writing please;-)

If you know anyone in the Nottingham/Newark area who plays bass well, has their own equipment, isn't a twat, can handle alcohol and has more than one t-shirt - please tell them to get in touch! (either with me directly or through www.myspace.com/lyrahq ( Read more... )

Band practise on Wednesday was pretty depressing. I'm sure outside factors haven't been helpful this last few weeks, but I hope that's starting to be settled now. When anyone's got shit going off in their personal life, it's bound to have a ripple affect into other areas, but like I say, I think things are settling on that front, and there can be a ( Read more... )

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