Well, though it was mighty nice to have a good clean out of the bowel on friday, my nerves were not really needed. The gig went very well indeed. Hard work and a bit of luck served me well, and I had a jolly good night, which even our broken down car, could not take the edge off ( Read more... )

In 20 minutes, I'm leaving for my first drumming gig since November. I feel the toilet beckoning already.

OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD

see you on the flip

I'm wondering when the nerves are going to kick in. I feel unnaturally calm. This could mean one of two things. Firstly, I'm pretty sure I've got most of it down enough to get through without the lay person noticing I'm winging it a bit. Or secondly, the nerves are going to desend like a 7 hurricain (See my Tori ref Clare??) tomorrow ( Read more... )

Word peeps! So I went along to play with the good folk we know and love as Lyra ( Read more... )

Saturday was a long day, but one full of fun and frollicks ( Read more... )

Fuck my mum's fucking cleaner ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm not gonna say who said this as he's a friend. Not a good friend, but someone I like and we have a good rapport. I should too, point out that he is a drummer, and in an encouraging email to me, he finished with this... " i really do rate you as a drummer you know, female drummers are thin on the ground as it is and you're better than a ( Read more... )

Well today, I feel pretty good for a change. I'm gradually managing to get to bed before 2am most nights, and am getting up before 10:30. This is great, and I feel much less tired ( Read more... )

Peppermint tea cures all evil ( Read more... )

... I don't know why. I guess it makes sense in some context? I guess that it saves the pain from worsening, but it's hard to believe that, when the pain already hurts ( Read more... )