i think i will ammend my money situation by trying to get a job at a toy store. i turned my application in just in the nick of time for the boss to leave on a two week vacation so come tuesday i will finally be able to begin a campaign of menacing phone calls. well, no, i think i have a chance. i have toy store experience and i wrote about my ( Read more... )

a few pictures from puerto rico

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california was beautiful. i walked along the los angeles coastline, crossed mountains and spent the day in the desert, met a ton of amazing family members for the first time and learned more about myself and my history than i couldve imagined would come from a five day trip. for instance, i learned that i'm related to spanish royalty. the story ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm living in my suitcase. i'm never settled into any place for longer than a week these days and the sequence locales since my return from spain has been springfield > richmond > martinsville for each respective week. next week is california. after a few days back home i leave for puerto rico and then summer ends. i'm not complaining ( Read more... )

i didn't think things could work out this well. i can't can't believe it. since my last entry things have completely reversed. we talked. he called me at 6am and at first we were overwhelmed to hear each other's voices for the first time in over a month. well, at least there was no coldness that i had been worried about. it became clear that above ( Read more... )

i got back yesterday afternoon from spain. i had to spend the night in france after i missed my connecting flight. it wasnt really fun. i am stuck in jetlag insomnia and expect to fall into fucked up sleep cycles soon. its 5am and i cant stop thinking about how much i hate being back in reality and back in the painful real world with my real world ( Read more... )

on the back of a motorcycle weaving through the streets of sevilla at 4am, on the empty highways at 200kph, shouting through the wind in spanish

and i could not wipe the smile off my face.

dear america
please try to be more like spain
love
cristina

i'll never forget the past two and a half years and i'll never stop loving you.

well my first week of summer vacation was spent at the outer banks ruining all the organs that inhabit my body with taquitos, pizza and a steady stream of vodka. ODDLY ENOUGH, i came back from the trip with two cavities waiting for me and today i had them filled and i had novacaine mouth for about five hours so i celebrated by putting strange food ( Read more... )