Honestly if I had to do it all again I wouldn't change anything. Except for one thing. Really I never thought I'd regret it until I decided it was important to me. Just like everything else it slipped through my fingers. One regret, I think I can carry that.

My favorite book is Moby Dick, favorite color is green, favorite song is "Wonderful" by Everclear and I hope to one day be a father. I've been thinking a lot lately about the little things that make up Me. It's weird how it could've been yesterday that I had made the decision to grow up. Yes in fact growing up is a decision, it doesn't just happen ( Read more... )

The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything

Just finished meditating and already I feel a tad bit better. The past couple of months have been so cyclical, I shouldve seen this coming. It's easy to get caught up in being happy, who wouldnt want to? All I know is I'm losing again and it's killing me. Thank God that today is the last day of Lacrosse. If I had to deal with another week of that ( Read more... )

Respect and Honor

"I got it figured now. Handsome woman like you, walks with her head up, ought to kiss a man before she dies."- Hondo Lane

Houston, we have clarity

What would you want me to do? Apologize, again? Tell you how sorry I am for having emotions and wants and needs? Things I've put off for the longest time to make other people happy. To help make everyone else around me complete while I slowly get chipped away at. What on earth would you have me do to make it up to you? Funny thing is you can't ( Read more... )

We are all only human and we will all make mistakes.

"How badly do I want this ( Read more... )