This is it, the home stretch. It's taken four long years to get here and the feeling is so different from how I envisioned it to be all those years ago. What was supposed to be a great season with the closest friends I have and maybre even a playoff berth quickly went down in flames due to selfishness and unreliability among the nucleous of the ( Read more... )

I'm very confused, but what else is new. Three games left in the season and i couldn't be happier. It's dragging on so badlyyyy and the whole team just wants it to be over. We can definitely go 5-3 which would be cool but it's not a big deal at all. JUST END! Hmmmm what else am I "feeling"...I feel as though I've fucked up as of late....I feel... ( Read more... )

Time to get it all down in writing, just to help out the old frontal lobe. Well in all honesty the season's down the toilet but that's ok because it was never about a record or rankings or any of that bullshit. It was all about the team and how we felt, not the coaches or a senial has been washed out motherfucker...excuse me for saying. Honestly I ( Read more... )

Furious.

So unfortunately we lost our first game. Very reminiscent of last years loss. Such a shame, but such is life sometimes. Live and learn. I could spew sentimental phrases all night but I feel they do no good to anyone. Ugh the season's a mess already and only enforces my extreme dislike of drugs. Kyle and Joey were caught smoking pot and are ( Read more... )

Such a simple phrase to say but an even harder one to feel. Feelings, they've plagued me to no end this past year and don't show any signs of letting up. In all honesty however I wouldn't have it any other way, I enjoy the tests of will and virtue. Now with this newest and final school year approaching I feel like I have reached my culminating ( Read more... )

Well it's about that time again, summers rolling away and two-a-days are right around the bend. For the most part this summers been fun, nothing to dramatic, none of the usual nonsensical bullshit that rears its ugly head during the year and for the most part I'm greatful. I've had time to work on my ROTC Scholarship, done a lot of training ( ( Read more... )

Let Me Show You How Much I Care

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As quick as it comes its taken away....and I have no idea why. Story of my life.

Can we try and take the high road though we don't know where it ends
I want to be your Crystal Baller
I can show you how it ends

Can we talk about tomorrow and the promise that it brings
I want to be your Crystal Baller, I want to show everything