my academy is killing me, its so hard and so stressful. I still have 8 hard weeks to gooo....

I know that people think im stupid when im emo and whatever but I dont feel good. I feel so alone, like no one wants to be a part of me and no one wants to be around me. One thing after another I feel like Im just getting in the way and that Im not desired anymore. I prayed things would get better, but things dont look good. But i will keep my ( Read more... )

I have been so stressed lately. I've got a speeding ticket I have to take care of, I have school starting monday, I'm exhausted from working this weekend, and I have so much stuff to do. I've been having a hard time sleeping the past few nights, but i dont know why. Today was mostly fun though, minus the whole working thing.. and then stepping ( Read more... )

What a great day, I love kayla so much! we went shopping today lol, it was fun! ;) I love you hunny!!!

my girlfriend is the best girlfriend in the world. When she had the chance to go out and drink this weekend and have a crazy time with her peers, she chose to be with me. My girlfriend is a prime example of the perfect girlfriend. Instead of running off doing something stupid this weekend, she spent it with me, my family, and her family. And ( Read more... )

I love my girlfriend, so much! I couldn't live without her. We are so close, and so happy! Pure bliss!

Life is getting a little crazy... but at least i have Kayla by my side. From finishing finals, registering for classes, family, fire department, starting school again.. theres just a lot. Yet I feel at peace because I still have my girlfriend that comforts me at busy times. I love her so much, I couldnt live without her. I cant wait for our ( Read more... )

So I strongly believe that me and Kayla keep getting closer and closer all the time. Im going to start having more time for her soon, and even more time for us further down the road. Just being around her makes me the happiest guy in the world, and then she makes me feel like the luckiest guy with everything she gives to me. From her hugs and ( Read more... )

so prom was really fun, I was really nervous for a few months and up till that night... but it ended up being a blast. I fell like.... 100,000,000 more times in love with my girlfriend. We have become so close together and we are so happy! I will never forget the look in her eyes durring the last dance... I knew then I was for sure keeping her ( Read more... )

what a month! Life is going by so fast now. It seems like yesterday I was asking Kayla to be my girlfriend and waiting for halloween and christmas to come. Tomorrow is my birthday and so much great stuff has happened in the past 6 months of my life. I can honestly say that my life has never been better. Im doing good in school for once, I have ( Read more... )