i have a new journal.. __gilbertsky. i havn't done anything with it because i suck at htmls. but add me if you want. that is all.

<3 sarah

yesterday....what a bad day. But today has been better cos...sorry "awsome" because im chillin with corbin in the library. hmmm i <3 corbins vagina. blah blah blah peanut butter and jelly sandwitches. library man is mean peace

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at Lawrens....but now its time to go. The mall was fun, but I wish Paul woulda come over. -sigh- there is always tomorrow. Lawren is my lover!! gtg <33

fall break...o life is better. ive learned to live without you in my mind.

friday was really fun. i went to this church thing and beat kevin at the obsticle course...by cheating. o im such a bad kid. muahaha. i met this kid too named Paul and hes a "hottie pa chottie" <--- Lawren <33. haha anyway. it was really fun and ive talked to him a bit. ( Read more... )

I've realized that there is no one. No one to turn to, no one to call. I am getting bored with thinking. But life goes on. I am waiting...it seems like that is all i ever do. But for what? Is there anything worth waiting for. Is there anyone out there waiting for me? I've waited long enough for things to be good, yet now there is nothing for me ( Read more... )

I blame myself for everything, I will reach for you and watch as you pull away. Tell me if I should stop trying; because i will for you. that is all. the end.

I am the same without medicine
I can't pretend it never ends

I’m fine, I’m fine
These words are all I have to hide behind
So get behind me, you have no right to say..
I shut my mouth and walk ( Read more... )

i am over it all.

i can't take this anymore. i just want to forget about the things i should have let ago along time ago. i want things to go back to the way they were or better, but they wont, and the worst pain of all is knowing things will never happen. I just want to know that I'll be missed or cared about ( Read more... )

Is it ever enough?