I feel like i should write something, i'm not exactly sure what, but i feel like its an oppurtune time. Life right now is really stressful, and really complicated. Overall i think i'm happy, but overworked. I want everything to die down and want everything to be less confusing, easier said than done, right? well anyway, im sortta nervous about ( Read more... )

im sooooo excited, i got into northwestern's summer theater and musical theater program, its everything i wanted, and yet all i can think about is leaving my friends who i'm not gunna see when i come home. It's not fair, i'll be gone for the whole summer and then they'll just be leaving. Don't get me wrong im so excited but its so bittersweet...

ok so i uploaded my pictures from hawaii to ofoto, so if u wanna see them just let me know and i'll email it to u!!!!!!and its my birthday on thursday, and im expecting lots of birthday kisses!!!!!!!!!i can't believe i'm going to be 17!!!!ok well im off to deal with my really stressful life, that im hoping gets better by thursday.mwa!

hawaii was amazing, i can't believe i'm home, i really don't want to be, i wish i could stay in hawaii forever with my friends, i got so much closer to people on this trip and overall it was amazing, we won a gold, we sang well, and esp. because of the people i will remember this trip forever, it was amazing, and i can't believe it went by so fast ( Read more... )

smile!!!!!!

Happy Valentines Day. Happy Birthday Jen, i love you, mwa!

well auditions were today, i dont really have anything to say except i wish they had gone better.

life sux, whats the fucking point!

i thought i was over something. I thought if i keep telling myself that i am then it will be true. But it's not and i can't stop thinking about them. It makes me sick that i can't stop thinking about it. I can't keep lying to myself anymore, i wan't something so much that i can't have. No matter how much i deny these feelings they aren't going away

i wan't what i can't have, why is that the story of my life?