just waiting to get on myspace apparently their server is busy got a blog i wanna submit but i cant do that if i cant get on. i am cold right now and that sucks. Anyways, it is pointless to write about nothing so i should right about soemthing, write? I was writing to kelly and as i went to end my letter i drew a heart to mean love and then ( Read more... )

I am tired ( Read more... )

i am exhausted today sucked to the fullest. walked in to these bitchy old people they pissed me off. the old man was so fucking annoyingly lame but whatever he makes me unsympathetic towards the elderly. ever since that moment my day sucked and i have been in a shitty mood i feel pretty tired too i need a massage know anyone?

Im tired went driving around with steph, nicole and steph's man surge. got lost as fuck hollered a few times which was lame cause they were old and ugly as far as i am concerned maybe not the same case for the others. fun all in all. I need to do zach's project tom'w he is paying me so that is the only contact i will have with him otherwise our ( Read more... )

I think everything is finally over with me and zach i have given up hope. this is painful because i basically have to exclude him from my life until I am over him, but it might not be the worst thing ever. I mean i think it will be good for me to move on. I told him i dont think we should talk anymore he wondered why. I couldn't really expalin ( Read more... )

idk it seems like i am losing or have lost all of my friends... maybe im just lonely. It makes me kinda sad. Life is not looking as beautiful as it once was. idk is it post-pms or what? Sometimes I feel so alone. all my sisters might gang up or talk shit about me hurting my feelings eventhough i try to blow it off. then there is others who i ( Read more... )

got my schedule for school i only go tuesday's and thursdays pretty P.I.M.P. anyways... last night i worked til 12:30 then went to pick up christine and jackie from the bowling alley then i went to hang out with shit head who was a complete ass hole like damn. He wanted to fuck and was basically like blah blah blah and i was like i don't feel ( Read more... )

I am falling into the same trap once again. I had a really good time chilling with Zach last night but i know i should not rely on him to make me happy. He told me he would take me to this party on the 30th and hes uhh not, it doesn't matter that much cause someone from ruby's is having a party were going to but i don't know i feel kinda lonely ( Read more... )

I am so tired right now i worked almost 8 hours on my feet and then came home and worked on cleaning my room (what a disaster lol) and now im in a really bitchy mood and i kinda feel like doing something but kinda don't. i am a fucked up loser. i miss zach which is whack.. i can't let myself get wrapped up in him again cause it only causes pain ( Read more... )

not much is up hung out with zach a couple times... beat him twice in cilo won $10.00 and he gave it me PIMP! he wasn't even a major ass hole either times we hung out. walked ot dunkin doughnuts the other night from annmarie's. LJ kinda blew me off kinda mean idk i was kinda insulted but its all good. ZAch thought i was mad at him cause we ( Read more... )