Ok so I just came to this brillant conclusion that I haven't updated this in a hella long ass time! oops *innocent face ( Read more... )

lol oh my god yesterday was soo much fucking fun! lol ( Read more... )

Why? why do I always question things.... or look to far into things???? Why can't I just accept things I see? or as they are?

I know why... Because I'm a fucking Remedel whore thats why

I'm on the floor bleeding again ( Read more... )

Ok well now heres what happend on tuesday ( Read more... )

I don't know why it bothers me so much ( Read more... )

The smallest things you do kill me ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do know...... I've put myself in a fucked over position..... I never really intended to hurt him.... but when I was talking to him I felt no remorse about it.... I feel bad now.... I want to apologize and explain everything..... I can't even controll what I say anymore.... so theres really no point in alpologizing....I'll just ( Read more... )

well things didn't work out as planned.... like always.... but oh well life goes on right? well i guess that ones yet to be decided..... i fucked things up even more... i don't think they'll fix..... i'm sorry..... i keep being such a bitch with every intention not to.... but it keeps happening... i'll find a way to make it stop.... to make all the ( Read more... )

I'm sick of all this fighting..... its really starting to take its toll.... I don't know how much longer I can keep this all up.... it's really starting to hurt like crazy.... I don't want to hurt you..... I know I already have.... why are we always fighting.... its like that's what we live to do..... I don't want to anymore..... what was there ( Read more... )