life sucks

[hestia89]

life officially sucks right now. i am without the 2 things i love most on this earth and that is my sisters. it would be much different if i knew that they were only gone for a month or 2 but for them to be gone for the next two years is just overwhelming. i have always said i dont know what i would do without them and i have finally figured out

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[muffer]

bre about yesterday with the phones...we weren't ignoring you...i was on the internet (so thats why it was busy) and then when i got off i saw your number on the caller id but i didnt know it so i didnt answer. jen and mae were at the store. if i knew it was you i would have talked to you because i miss you!

it must be really really hard to have to be at home and have to deal with all of this. for your sisters at least they are removed from the situation. just keep strong for them and for your mom...thats the only advice i can give, because while my parents were assholes, they werent quite as psycho as your dad. so just be strong. we love you very much!

and why am i little jen??? im the old one! damn my shortness!

[hestia89]

you are little jen b/c you are just as cute as can be and you might be older but im a little bigger;)! thanks for the encouragement any little bit is needed...and about the calling thing i hope it didnt come out like yall were ignoring me...i was just thinking about that at the time so i wrote it...but im trying to stay strong but its just so hard since its like 2 on 1 everyday and it gets old after a while and i just want to say forget everything you know...? but i just let my pride take hold and stand strong by what i believe and my opinons...